Life terrifies me I used to spend so many days hiding away in my room. Nowadays I still spend a lot of days hiding away in my house. But I still lust for life and thats enough for now

In your life, these are all feelings you must learn to deal with. Every person eventually handles them differently. Everyone has ways to emotionally regulate themselves when it all becomes too much. Some of these ways may be healthier than others. Others may seem harmless at first glance, but can cause more harm in the long run than you might like. I choose escapism myself. I try to escape my responsibilities,